Aimless noise and insights into my little world

Sunday, September 05, 2004

My Evening & Fairly Random Thoughts

I had a good walk and talk with Mike this evening. Many things went unsaid, as these things usually do but it was good to say what I did.

We discussed how basically our genetics are in conflict with how society currently expects people to behave. We're at that age when we become conflicted, which is never fun.

I also confessed that I'm wasting my time, treading water, doing nothing. I'm not creating or destroying, I'm not really happy or sad, and this middle ground is really boring and rather painful.

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Wouldn't it be weird if there was one blog out there written by someone inspired, who had "the answer" that solved everyones problems; but that person only knew people who weren't online and didn't know how to get others to read their words. Or that person knew that whenever someone comes along and trys to help the world they get killed, usually in an unpleaseant manner, and so kept schtum. The solution to all the worlds ills would be lost under a pile of self indulgent blogs like this one, I mean there are litterally millions of them.

As Gary Jules sang, its a mad world.

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